Being who you are

Hey, guys, I'm backkkkkkkk!

Anyway, I'm always having trouble being who I am, not who people want me to be. I have a big family; and when I say my last name, nearly everyone in the town that I live knows the family that I am a part of. My mum says that is because we are well liked, and I believe that's true but it also puts pressure on me. My sisters are known to be good workers and they are and I feel like I should be up there with them. I am trying my hardest to be as well (I just got my first job) but it's hard to measure up to where my sisters are. I know that they have more experience but still.

I don't want to be in any of my sibling's shadow, but being the youngest of my family, that is a little be hard. Everyone knows my last name but I feel like few knows my first. It could also be because I don't really get out in town and make a name for myself. I'm trying to do that. I'm trying to show that I'm like my siblings in some ways but not every way.

Some of my siblings drink or do drugs. I won't do either of them. And I don't really want to be known as the sister of people who do that. But I can't really change my family.

I am being my own person though. I dress the way I want to, not the way my sisters want me to; trust me it's hard when you have so many girls breathing down your neck to dress differently. But I have been doing it for so long they barely bother me now, thankfully. Which is good, I don't really don't like the way they dress (no offence sisters).

I'm getting used to knowing that most people know who my family is if it is only the last name. I mean I can't change it. And I don't really want to change it. Even as annoying as my family is, I love them. I know that at least one of them will be there for me when I need them, even if it's a parent or a niece or nephew (trust me I have heaps of those).

That's all for now.
EB

Welcome to ME!

Hey everyone.

So this is my first time starting a Blog. And I have no idea what to do. I kinda want it to be like Girl Online. Have you read it? Anyway if you haven't, it's about a girl who blogs online under the name Girl Online. It's by Zoe Slugg and I have read it a couple of time and I should read it again soon, but then again, I have a million books on my bookshelf that I should read again but I never do. I mean that is the life of a reader, rereading their favourite books and just forgetting about the books they just enjoyed. Not that I can really forget books...Wait there is one book that I read when I was younger that I really want to read again but I don't know the name or the author. I forgot that but I still remember the details. It'is about a girl in an orphanage I believe. She goes to a circus and then there was a fire and she becomes blind but then her sight is restored about some challenges. If any of you know the name or think you do, please tell me. I'm going crazy thinking about it and it's not fun.

You must think that I am a bookworm...well you're wrong. I am a bookdragon, its higher than a bookworm.

I don't always spend time reading, I write a lot. I have an account on Wattpad where I publish some of my stories. They don't get heaps of reads but I'm glad that I can share them with the world. And I'm doing a challenge. It's called the 100 for 100 and Go Teen Writers put it on. We are like over 60 days into it and it is so much fun. It is a little hard remembering to write every day though.

I also watch movies/tv shows a lot. I have so many favourites that I can't even name one because they all have a fair space in my life *cough The Dragonites cough* Sorry I don't know what is wrong with me. Anyway. I have binge-watched so many series on Netflix or via library or civic video that I don't know where to start!

I also ride horses. Well, I'm learning to. I'm not that great seeing as I just starting this year but I LOVE it.

I guess that's it.

Signing off
EB